What makes you think so? Did a bad event happen in your life just now?

Apr 12, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

meh, I don'r know if it was something bad but people get into my life, get close to me, then show that they're actually a trash person. That have happened 3 times and I feel like something like that will happen very soon too. I don't know if my irl friends are my actual friends anymore since they hang out with a person I dislike. That person I dislike was nearly like those other assholes, she showed me that she seemed like a nice person but she's actually really sketchy.

Apr 13, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

TheSeaShell

It's always been like that, ever since kindergarten school. Of course it's bad that I meet people who get close to me and then become a rude/idiotic person but I at least cut them off. I just feel like I will someday just turn into a grumpy bitch who complains about being lonely

Apr 13, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Notaker // DB

Hm, haven't really had that happen to me throughout most of my life. I've gotten befriended with people who turned out worse later on, but at the same time, I had befriended myself with people that didn't turn bad at all. I could simply break away from the friends that turned bad and hang out more with my true friends. I've either been rather lucky so far in my life, or I've also had a pretty good eye in befriending people that are forever true good friends.

Apr 13, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Notaker // DB

Even if it may seem really cliché and useless of me to say this, please don't let yourself turn in a grumpy bitch. That'll make your experience of life even worse, right? If you want to talk to me about this a bit more, I'm fine with that too. Lemme know if you want my Discord.

Apr 13, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

TheSeaShell

I feel like I am or will turn into someone I'd never like to be. I have always given more than getting back in emotional support/advice. I think I've gotten so sick of it I just want people to feel bad for me. I have a silent voice who tells me to manipulate people but I brush it off, I worry that one time that voice will take over my head and I will begin to manipulate people.

Apr 14, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Italic

Just be yourself, your opinion first the other's after! ;D

Apr 14, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

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TheSeaShell

Yeah I know, that's not the problem though. I'm just confused wtf to do because I am unsure if my irl friends are even my irl friends and I feel like I don't actually have anyone irl to to talk to when I feel down. I've always been the "strong" friend but whenever I come for emotional support/help I receive nothing. That's why I'm online getting e-friends it's so much easier to just talk things out when someone actually understands you. But that might lead me to just have an unsocial life which I don't want but I don't wanna leave my online life either because my friends hangs out with a girl i dislike. I also don't lik to hang out with my irl friends too much either because one of them are always starting drama with my other friend, so then I "have" to come in and help. I just feel like I'm getting lack of love. I see no other options than just work on my social life, and whenever I just complain to my friends that I feel sad af they don't know what to say back, but compared to my online friends they understand and gives me emotional support. I feel like I just sometimes get irl friends who would give me emotional support whenever i feel like to cry for nothing. This have lead me to have an urge to manipulate people and I know it sounds much worse than it actually does, but I feel like I am about to turn a person I never would like t be or just someone who'll be one sided

Apr 14, 18 · +0 · Like · Report

Italic

Your like in a ""personality crisis"" you don't know how to act, many times my friends doesn't really care about my opinion in something like: "ehy let's do this thing" and to make them happy I'm at the "game" but this isn't the best way, i put them above my own good wich doesn't definitely helps...
About the confort, you're right you need to work on the social life, do you have a best friend or someone who listen to you?If you don't don't worry i think you'll find one soon or later just sometimes don't stress to much for the others, when you're down do your hobbies and don't think that's the best way to take you up!

Forgive any mistake with the English there! :3

Apr 14, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

TheSeaShell

Yeah but that's the problem, my friend group is the closest friend group I have, complaining about that to them wont do much unless they actually REALLY REALLY care about me. I really just want someone who's there for me whenever I need emotional support because I've always been the main source of support. It's getting me very exhausted and I've one time told them about a big personal problem. They just didn't say anything, I knew that they didn't know what to say and they didn't know what to do about it either which I predicted they wouldn't. So I go online meet people there but that cuts of my social life so yeah.. Idk

Apr 16, 18 · +1 · Like · Report