Havent been on in a while.
Sad to say, I might never get back on at this point.
I had an all time low in my life while playing this stupid game.
For a while, it was the only thing I enjoyed. I was stressed, I was depressed, and everything was going wrong in my life... I started hanging out with a great group of people over the summer (You know who you are.)
They brought joy back into my life. I was so happy with them.
-You all know the story... I posted it on my wall (might now be deleted... idek)
At least half of them are back stabbing bitches who don't give a single fuck about me lmao.
Serves me right I guess.
-Anyways... They refuse to talk to me, or treat me like a living, breathing human being (because yes. I have feelings. (if you didn't know))
-But it's whatever. To all those who thought I was great. I love you. I will miss you dearly.
-To all those that were sweet to my face, but a bitch behind my back....
As long as I didn't hear about it, you'll be missed too.
-For those that totally screwed my emotions up. Fuck you. Tired of this bullshit.
GotPvP has turned to shit, and honestly... I'm glad to finally leave this living hell hole.
No more skype. Not more minecraft. No more Meekeh. No more Malia.
Im out of your life. Be happy.
There's some people I'd like to thank tho...
Malloreh (14546732) ... God... Im honest to god so sorry for all the shit. You're one of my favorite people. What I said was harsh and I didn't mean any of it. You're beautiful inside and out. I hope your mom gets better too.
Jesse305 (14117823) While we were friends... You were one of the most incredibly amazing people I've ever talked to... And I'm so sorry we lost that. Im sorry I was so harsh on you. Im sorry that I called you out on every little thing. You didn't deserve it. And now that I've stepped back and looked at things from your view, I understand why you didn't give me a second chance.
DoubleA800 (8974263) I'll never forget you Josh... We made so many great memories together. Sorry for everything. Sorry for flirting. Sorry for lying. Sorry for leaving. You deserve a better friend.
FatGuy_ (5191811) Tom... You'll always have a special place in my heart. Im so fucking sorry for hurting you. You don't deserve any of my shit. You honestly shouldn't have given me a second chance. You deserve so much better than me honestly. So please. Find somebody worth your heart.
PapaPromo (12215860) I don't even know if you'll see this. But Matt... We have a lot of history. Im sorry. For everything. I know deep down that you probably didn't ever really care for me. But that's alright. I cherished the time we had together. Continue calling me every horrible name you can think of. But deep down, you'll always mean something to me.
Strasser6 (8565273) Oh Max... I love you bro. You've been there for me since the beginning and along this crazy journey of GotPvP you've definitely become my best friend. We have so many memories you crazy ass ginger. You're like a brother to me. Keep in touch ya crazy tiger <3
IAmBlackBear (10908908) Louie216 (7966515) I just gotta say thanks to both of you, for teaching me a lot about the real world. For letting me into your crazy lives if even for a short time. Even when you fucks talked about diarrhea and made fun of me for the stupidest shit, I never stopped laughing. CamShazzam thanks for G-Eazy and BlackBear c: LouBoo thanks for Akala. They've become some crazy influential people in my life, and I truly love them. And both of you as well <3
Wolfy_ During all of this shit and drama. Im so glad you stayed neutral and didn't pick sides. One of my best friends during my time on here. Ill never forget ya Cole <3
StayFrosty During this past year, we've definitely had our ups and downs. You mean so much to me Mattypoo. I know we'll keep in touch over text and snapchat but I truly do want to say thank you. You've stayed by my side, let me vent to you when I need to. You've given me too many chances though... I don't deserve all the late night talks, and all the time wasted in our stupid chats. Thank you for staying there though.
LittleBlue101 I hope you see this Brockybear. You're great. You give me so much insight it's incredible. You've been my mentor, my friend, and a person to talk about how soft or hard a cucumber is c:
Seriously though, I miss seeing all your wall posts and such, and chatting with you o skype. You mean a lot to me bro.
Well anyways. Toodles c:
See you all on the other side.
Who knows. Maybe I'll come back some day?