Yes. it is true, I am indeed back to the "normal everyday" mod. No fancy tags, no strings attached. It was hard to accept a demotion from a team that I had worked many, many months to get onto, but I know that I had made many decisions that practically "sunk" me in the long run.
I enjoyed my job as a Mod Mentor immensely. I would have not changed anything to do with helping people if I could. I made so many new buddies and "homies" through something that I found serious joy in doing. C: When you strip away the layers of being a Sr. Mod though, you will always be under scrutiny and the microscope in whatever you do, and wherever you go. I was still a staff member, and I wasn't acting like it. That's my fault, and as much as I think that many of the rules and policies within our staff team need to change, I should have gone with it; instead of taking a rebellious approach to changing things.
Throughout my time at ModCoord, I knew I wouldn't fit in, right from the start. The only thing that kept me there was the experience of mentoring mods, and I found a real knack and passion for doing so. I won't go into too much detail about the events and encounters with other MC members, because I am not hoping to start something here, but I knew that I wasn't a welcome addition to the team from the beginning, but I had worked far too hard and enjoyed mentoring far too much to just leave.
Other than that, there isn't much to say. I made countless mistakes that effected "my mentees" and I wasnt setting a "good example" for others. It is because of those reasons, my fault, and my fault alone, that I was kicked off of the ModCoord subteam.
It won't be the last you have seen of me though, there is still much more to come c;
Can I c ur stats m8, I'm not suspicious, I applied for your team, and want to see what the standard is for t5 teams, THANKS MAN!! (Hopefully ) also happy new year m8!!
