omg why are the admins all so hot #stopguysiminsecure hahahaha lol rofl amirite
come home diana... our children ask about you every day
i miss that cantaloupe colored fox of a man...
diana still refuses to wed me
Hi chief, I have returned from the land of the dead <3
What the fuck am i doing?
h-hi u-uhm >///>
<///< d-do you wanna go get coffee sometime
Day 32
[11/18/17]
If money is the root of all evils, why do they ask for it in church?
Sorry, that was random. I guess I'm just losing my mind a little. I was told that would happen on the 30th day... At first, I thought I got lucky and it wouldn't happen to me. Guess it just took longer for whatever reason... I've been questioning things a lot lately. A broken heart can do that I suppose. Do you mind if I ask you a few?
Why do we seek companionship when in the end it's just us and the dark? Is the voice in my head me, or am I me? How is time relevant? It feels like life happens in an instant but also in a moment. One second you're young and free and the next you're sitting alone chained down by a broken heart. How can that be? When do we lose ourselves along the way?
I'm sorry for bothering you. But I guess, you aren't even really a "you" are you? You're just me, right? Can there be more than one of me in my head? Which one is the real me? Are they both the real me? I wish I could just sit in silence for a few seconds and figure this out.
It's getting dark. We'll talk again soon.
Day 2 10/26/17
I'd like to tell you the story of the princess. No, actually I'll save that one. Today the air is especially dry and the sea water is getting to my head like a cup over flowing, so I'll tell you the story of him. Zenzero was his name, if i can recall. Zenzero was the most fierce, most proud, and most skilled player Gladius had ever seen. In his past time he loved to play games with his mates and destroy groups of players with nothing but his sword and a few ender pearls. He was the embodiment of fear on the server. Some would say he was soulless.. Zenzero's downfall was messy and complicated. The water is causing some memory problems. I really wish the sun would go down soon. Anyways, once Zenzero fell the wars seemed to end. Baring a few squabbles here and there it appeared that he was the heart of the combat. The heart of the war. Gladius has never been the same since Zenzero and his clan disbanded. Some of them show up here and there, but only for short times and never to fight. God I miss Darce. I never even got to ride on his bike... However I miss my princess most of all... It's been so long since i've seen her and I'm beginning to worry... How I miss her.
[NEW JOURNAL]
Day 1 10/8/17
My name is Chief. Many people know me as chif or kush mamma or stoner or daddy. I've returned to Gladius with one goal. To save this server. But to do that i'll have to become someone else, something else. Jk I'm just gonna keep getting high and banning scrubs ha ha ha... Fuck I miss Diana. I don't think she feels the same way as I do which may be unfair, but as is life. The chase is often times more rewarding than the reward. So I shall chase for as long as it takes, my sweet princess.
