I'm really gonna miss ya bro, you are a great officer and a friend and still will be my friend, even though your assistance is still needed here in storm, your more than welcomed back to the community for your dedication and loyalty, and on behalf of your respectful departure my recommendation for you if you ever wanted to return is good!!
Goodbye to everyone. At this point, I'm not sure if any of you really thought of me as a friend or just another person you can use as part of business. to those I'm aware are my friends, ill still talk to you and all just not in practice. To be quite honest, it will probably be less stressful without the business part of the gaming but still... Anyway, hope to see (some) of you later.
Well, I have made some... observations over the past week or so. I have noticed a few things from these observations. All of the people I call friends either cannot be trusted or are truly not my friends. They will talk crap about me behind my back, push me away, ignore me, anything they can do to get away from me or get rid of me. I think it would just be best if I were to not have any friends at all to avoid the potential heartbreak and sadness that will follow any friendships. At least, that is what happened so far.
So.. something happened in my life recently that lead me to start dating someone. I was really excited and happy and surprised all at the same time. Its been almost a week now, and its only gotten better. I had my first kiss on Friday with them and made me even happier...
But then, today, they confessed that they still have feelings for someone else. I began to think... "What if they never really liked me? What if all the stuff they said wasn't meant to be about me? What if they never really cared?"
I don't know why this is happening... I just hope they don't abandon me like everyone else...
