The chaos has settled, the demon's stopped screaming in rage, the blades stand tall in the shadows, the chaos, the darkness is in control and not...a still peace of complete animosity. The mission calls and it must be completed; no matter what. The call for the Knight...the one of Darkness. The Sword, not the shield that is the white knight, but the Sword of action and commitment. The pen, the sword, the soul; that is what is needed to change the world, so let's get the hell going. Gonna die someday so let's make the most of it, accomplish that which is needed and enjoy life; show the world the wild grin the sin that is enjoyment of life to the fullest with no restrictions. Sold my soul, gave it fully to the one above and took lessons from the one below, it ain't about who is with you, who you follow, who you learn from, as long as you have that one goal, that one meaning in life, and I'll get it. From hell to heaven the world will shake in the night as darkness takes over, changing all without a sound and making dreams come true. Destroy world order, rules, norms, and create a world of creation, unity, peace, and all that brings about a life fulfilled. Let's create the hell out of this world! Nothing will ever stand in the way; just gotta do it so shall. I'm but a sword that cuts through reality to draw my own.

So fucking pissed off.. Been a long time since I last was and now might be worse... People wanting everything to be at their convience and I get trashed. WTF? I am tired of putting up with this bullshit

...I've been more...myself lately, a lot; quite interesting-- as though not thinking it through but when I do, it feels wrong to think...when instinct is right and so shall keep going. kek, haha...it is fun...who I am, my inner true personality is shining through...and oozing out, both negative and positive yet all true. ...even...even...even my voice is starting to match better; I actually am liking myself; quite odd...quite different.. but actually working out. I just wonder if I'd be accepted and so far, looking good...but my intentions may (probably are) misunderstood yet the purity is there, even if shrouded in malice in certain areas. ...I've always thought of myself in element-wise, Darkness...or Lightning wrapped in Darkness; both...a contradiction...and an anomaly. It is quite fun. ...makes one wonder about the world, religion, self, society, etc... understanding... yet at the core being something else... something that understands and is stronger...I shall never stop...I shall always keep adapting... I was cursed and blessed with the Gift of Success --- never failed to proceed, no matter how difficult the battle...it is a curse for all the negativity to face, but blessing to keep going...double-edge sword but it is what my Lord has provided and so I will treasure it and keep on going to the dream that He has provided... So many people judge me and they are always wrong...something unique...something Dark...and something blaring Bright... it don't matter what others think as long as the goal is met and lives are changes...and those of importance are happy. ...even in the destruction of oneself, survival is guaranteed and so the journey continues for the sake of a greater future, with hopes to affect - help those around as well.
...It is Fate...It is Destiny...It is Instinct...It is my Power...
I will keep on going for the task given, for those around, and for the single wish to enjoy life, not by oneself but with those dearest. My virus will ensnare and go out with roots to touch and help...and to preserve...I am a Knight...a Hunter...a Devil...a Disciple...a Wild Card...A Ghost...I shall do that which is necessary and let this world know...to see...and to enjoy.

ever hear a sound...or a song...and something clicks - snaps - explodes inside your very soul and you can't contain it as all the warning signs go off as you are in the process of losing control? complete chaos...complete truth...complete power...as the world slows to a stop as you see it all...the fabric of reality, so thin and easy to tear and warp as one pleases...